| You know, when you go so many years pretending you don't care, it is kind of hard to go back. Everyone knows. Maybe I'm seen as some hardened bitch. I wish I wasn't. I don't want to walk around with that look on my face anymore. I don't want people to assume that I'm angry. I want to be a people person, but I'm not capable of those skills.
Yet... I am happy right now. It's unusual. It's a relief. How long will it last? I'm so in love. I get along great with my family. I just got accepted into part 1 of the graphic design program. I have money to survive. I'm happy.
I'm afraid for it to slip away.
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| Oh and I'm feeling directionless yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast
All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call
And I'll be curled on the floor hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or God Forbid
Die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you
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| I've lost complete faith in the male race.
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| xanga has become too complicated for me to understand.
just kidding.
Sometimes I wish I could just walk out of school and not look back.
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| I don't know what's going on in class.
ALJKDJFSLKDJFSDF.
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